Chopin's Nostalgia: Ballade No. 2 in F Major op. 38

Chopin has always been the most real sound track of my life. I got to know some of his most popular pieces as a nine year old in Australia when Reader’s Digest sent the CD for my mum. It became my lifeline when I worked in the basement during my first research project in Edinburgh. It is alive. The style resonates with my very being. This particular piece speaks to me in a deep way. It is dramatic, intense and tells a story.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MsoUIBcl7iw

These words are the best I can do to visualise this dramatic story:

A bright evening, yellow beams float down through the leaves,

Children play in the garden and the street

A grey afternoon, rain patters down on the roof above us

We sit safe and warm inside

No matter what seasons change

And time changes

I Promise

Life is full of promises for us

A bright evening, yellow beams float down through the leaves,

Children play in the garden and the street

I Promise

Whether there is mortal danger

Or it is as safe as a lullaby.

Lullaby

I will be by your side

.

.

There is fire!

Intense Angst

There is pain

It tears open my heart

There is rebellion

A burning need

Heart wrenching pain

The storm begins

Grows wilder

And wilder

It’s dangerous pitch devastates!

It withdraws

Tsunami’s waves

It recedes

Calms down

.

A bright evening, yellow beams float down through the leaves,

Children play in the garden and the street

I …

In the quieter moments of sorrow

Those memories

My hand on your heart,

The Sun shining…

Life was full of promise

But wait

Things can change

It can be peaceful

How it used to be

Things can change

I’m sure

I tear myself out from memories into action

Forward on!

Another doubt, I delve back into nostalgia

It can be how it used to be

Peaceful and happy

It will pass

Forward on!

Action, conviction

Passionate struggle

To have faith

It hurts but we move onward

Through beating winds and rain

An onward quest

The rain keeps pouring

The rain keeps pouring

Cold and biting

But we keep on

We keep on

Some light, some hope

Brief glimpses, moments of relief

The rain keeps pouring

The rain keeps pouring

Cold and biting

But we keep on

We keep on

We never stop though it may kill us

All for that bright evening,

When yellow rays beamed down through the leaves

And those times.


See also